There’s a lot of background noise. A lot of screaming and a lot of excitement. But I sit here, cold and well, unexcited. Haha…I’m just waiting for our cousin’s own Celebrate 2010 with 5 packs of chips waiting to be devoured. Waha, we’re awesome people (:

I don’t see why they need to make a biggie out of the whole 2010 thingum.

I know its supposed to be simple, so why the internal struggle? I’m in no position to know, to have bionic eyes to see, but the way some of the people act give me an inkling that they don’t care.

That’s how simple it is and truthfully, its irking me. Its like fire in my bones but there’s no one, and no place for me to spread these flames to. I’ve read certain articles/journal entries and I learnt a lot more. By the way, I still haven’t figured out the answer to a striking balance yet. :/ Gah!

Well uhm, for now I’m just bumming around doing nothing till my results come back. Its sad…really.

Couzies came over and our all time favourite game is hide and seek! But well, despite all the crowd I managed to get some work done!

Finally fixed the lamps and arranged the wires so that they won’t be all over the place and 妨碍地球转…hoho, I’ve got a lot more table space now and I don’t regret getting the corkboard cause well, part of the reason why my table is so neat now cause most important pieces of paper is not chucked all over the place and is on the corkboard. (It played a part in the wiring also.)

Yeah, am I awesome or what (: I wanted to blog about something but I forgot all about it. Things to do before friday: 3page essay, comprehension, games day stuff, finish chucking stuff that I do not need…and its wednesday already!

Can’t wait for Jan because:

1. CNY will be nearer than ever
2. Can finally change the sponge that we use to soap dishes (yeah, I’m that obsessive)
3. Can buy new toothbrush (ocd…again…)
4. RESULTS! (sooner lah)

Yeah, okay, I’m done here (:

再见！！

I love this picture. I like it how people can find humour in the most humourless things. Oh and I like this dialogue because its just quirky and most unpredictable, unlike the Twilight Saga. (This is the only dialogue between Bella and Edward that doesn’t make a girl swooooooooon.)

Christmas’ come and gone…again. My nose is dying and ya, results!!! I want my results!!!!

I don’t know what to post, so I guess I’ll skip blogging tonight.

Truth is, there’s a lot, a lot, a lot, a lot that I wanna say but its too odd and disorganised and jumbledmumled so I’ll save it for morning.

Sigh. What can I say, what can I do, but offer this heart solely for You?

I’m sad

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I mean…I’m down.

Before I got my corkboard/noticeboard, I went on and on about how I should be getting one for my notices/notes. When I got one, I don’t bear to pin up notices cause I’m afriad that I’ll damage it. So after spending $18.65, my corkboard is now not so much in use. Am I weird or what.

Okay, tired…gonna read then sleep while drooling.

Was kidding about the drooling part (: Gotcha, didn’t I?

I finally understood ‘the joy of the Lord is my strength.’

I finally understood ‘I can do all things through Christ.’

I’m willing to share if you wanna know.

But before you leave a comment, replace ‘understood’ with ‘experienced’. Did you notice the difference in the meaning of the sentence?

Today was busy but it was okay. Doing usher was a distraction, kinda. When you’re on duty you can’t exactly break down and stop serving people during a special service (it was baptism) today so yeah, I guess there’s a time for everything.

Well well, since I came back from St. John’s Island, I’ve been busying myself with the making and beutifying of the candle holders in preparation for carolling on the 24th. Actually not so much of the making part but of the beautifying part yeah (: In essence, I must say that I’ve learnt a lot in the past few weeks and those lessons are precious.

One of the lessons learnt is that I truly understood what ‘Strength from God’ means and what ‘I can do all things through Christ means’ because I experienced it; and I thank God for that experience.

There’s so much to look forward to: Christmas, Carolling, Hard Rock and Cousins next week. Next year: Sunday School and Usher. Woohoo (:

Yeah man. Haha okay nothing much to do in the cyberworld these days cause I’ve decided that the things I spent time doing last time were a waste of my time so ya.

(Okay, now I must brave the temptations.)

Eeeeeeha! Haha okay, I miss SJI, not. Okay luh, not so much cause the place is real yucky but waiting for cheryl to upload camp photos nownownow.

K she’s back

Well, back from Shine! camp at SJI. Super shagged physically but not so much emotionally after all the spiritual manna from you, you, you and you.

Things I learnt:

1. That God always keeps His promises
2. He’s ready for me, as long as I’m ready for Him
3. He answers prayers
4. He never forsakes me
5. He comforts, and He’s the best comforter ever!!
6. I learnt to deal with people/conflicts better
7. I learnt to love several people better
8. That as long as you are hungry for God, God will willingly let you consume Him (and the other way round.)
9. Don’t be afraid to stand up and voice out against things that God doesn’t agree with
10. All of us are stilling constantly being moulded and nudged by God so don’t try to let your spiritual maturity be the measure of how others’ spiritual maturity level should be
11. Leaders do the wrong things, make the wrong decisions also, as do all humans so forgive them. (AHHH)

Well, the list goes one but right now I think that there’s something that I need to deal with. Yupz.

Toods.

Ah! I’m peeling and patches of white will appear once the roasted skin peels! I’ll be spotty! How! (I’m vain, sorry.)

Things in the coming week (and weeks to come!):

• Amanda, Appreciation, Icebreakers, Light Shopping, handing over of bio textbook
• Camp, camp, camp and more camp.
• YYB
• Downtown with my double
• Hard Rock (Seriously, we’ve been putting it off for too long!)
• Starbucks

Okay, no more for now. OHOHOH CHRISTMAS! AND CHINESE NEW YEAR ($$)

Yeah that’s it. This afternoon was awesome much (: Macs then Pop then talk then walk. Haha I like my double. Yeah, I do (:

Full force for camp! (From now till after camp.) Yes, right now as in right now.

p.s. I’ll be so sad to abandon my cafe for a few days